Completely and totally undone
Hundreds of Jesus Girls worshipping, seeking the presence of God – and finding Him.
Over and over again.
My heart overwhelmed trying to capture every word He spoke into my soul.
Affirming His plans in the conversations with beautiful women; a confirmation of sentences written in journals unseen…except by One.
That’s when I knew it was Him.
The Healer of my soul
The Lover of my heart
The Keeper of my numbered days
The One who sees
He sees me – my heart – my fears – my desires – my hesitation
…and He calls me to go deeper.
He calls me to a dream that I couldn’t dream for myself – His dream – His plan
Everything inside me wants to run.
I know the sacrifice; the heavy burden required to walk His path.
But it’s too hard, God. It won’t be easy.
My yoke is easy and My burden is light (Matt 11:30), if you let Me do the work.
People won’t understand
People don’t need to understand, because this isn’t about them.
It’s about you and Me.
It’s vulnerable; what if I’m wrong?
Yes, you may have to show the parts that aren’t pretty; the parts that are real. But, if you stay next to Me, I will cover you with My grace and mercy and love.
And, yes, you may get it wrong sometimes. But following Me will never be wrong. I know the way I am taking you, if you keep your eyes on Me I will direct your path. (Prov. 3:5-6)
What if I didn’t hear You right?
My sheep hear My voice and they know Me (John 10:27). You have heard Me speak through women you have never met. Don’t let the enemy place doubt at those moments when I gave My words to others to assure you of what you already knew.
Can a God so amazing really reach down and grab the hand of this girl and speak so clearly?
Reminding me of the promises I was beginning to let slowly fade from my memory?
I am reduced to humbleness; submitting to His call.
Demolished of pride; willing to let Him have His way.
Emptied of myself to be filled by Him.
I am wrecked…in the best kind of way.